craxy distraxies

sometimes i think i have A.D.D. i can rarely focus on anything i'm doing by myself for more than a few minutes lately. it's like i always need to have people around--so they can distract me. i secretly love distractions. when i'm writing papers--supposedly a very individual, lonely activity--i go on msn or take breaks reading and commenting on blogs because i need to feel "connected" to others. msn is a huge distraction when you're trying to write a paper. so why don't i just sign off? (or not let it automatically sign on in the first place when i turn my computer on). i don't know. even if i only talk to one or two people (or none), i stay on through the whole paper-writing process because i just like knowing there are others out there. weird. maybe it's like my subconscious, invisible support net. and look! yay!!! dalyce is messaging me!

the first word of the title of this blog, "craxy," is my new word. the meaning shall remain esoteric (for the elite and initiated :-P). Jill is craxy today. i was yesterday. i think it's a cause of my A.D.D. --too much pent up unfiltered crazy/craxy ENERGY. sitting at this stinkin desk doesn't help. double chocolate chip cookies don't help either. and now joel's not msging me back :-(. i guess i've done enough procrastinating. back to Rosenzweig on other religions. whoo hoo.

brittany, i'm going to address you directly because you were waiting for another post. sorry this one sucks (and is so stinkin craxy). (i got 70% on your quiz though :-P--consolation!)

if anyone reads this, is simultaneously on messenger and sees that i'm online at the time....you're MORE than welcome to do me a huge favour and be a distraction. i.e. MESSAGE ME. :-D